A lot of times I’ve asked questions like “what does God
want?” or “will You show me the desires of Your heart O Lord?” And often times His answer is
unexpected, so much so that I don’t really believe He’s spoken to my
heart. It’s unexpected because I
think God is going to tell me to do something valiant or sacrificial to show
how much I love Him, but often times the Holy Spirit’s whispers something
profoundly simple like “I want to love you” or “I want you to love me.”
I find myself questioning such messages because, well to put
it bluntly, I’m a guy.
I’d rather watch action, shoot-em-ups over chick flicks any
day. My son has developed a whole
repertoire of manly grunts to express himself, and he didn’t get them from his
mother; I can assure you of that.
I don’t fully understand the concept of love beyond merit. I want to work hard and be respected
and loved for the things I do for my family, so the idea that God doesn’t
desire my hard work or some kind of sacrificial act on my part in those moments
of seeking His will makes me pause and question if it’s really Him I’m hearing.
But on the other hand, I know it’s not me because I wouldn’t
come up with something as sentimental as “love”. I’d almost certainly imagine some grand act of true
sacrifice, like emptying our checking account and giving it to a homeless
person as the measure of God’s will for my life.
But then the Holy Spirit reminded me that through the
prophet Hosea, God says, “I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and the knowledge of
God more than burnt offerings.” (Hosea
6:6) And Jesus later quotes
this scripture when He says, “Go and learn what this means: I desire mercy, not
sacrifice.” (Matthew
9:13)
This is the God I serve. He’s not interested in anything we can do for Him. Honestly, what could we do? What could we give Him? What could we do to help Him out? Is there anything He doesn’t already
have?
He’s not interested in our works. He’s not interested in our sacrifice on His behalf. What He wants is our hearts. He wants relationship. He wants to show us mercy so that we
can know Him and be known by Him in order that we might truly live.
And knowing that His desire is mercy and relationship just
makes me want to work all the harder for Him, not because I have to or because
I can move God by small actions, but because I have received such mercy, such
love, how can I do otherwise? So,
I humbly, and somewhat sappily, love my God with everything I’ve got just like
He asks me to; that is after all what He really wants.
Because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy,
made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions--it is by
grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with
him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he
might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to
us in Christ Jesus.
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and
this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God--not by works, so that no one
can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good
works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. (Ephesians
2:4-10)
Featured Non Profit
This month a Christian non-profit that is worthy of support
is being featured every day until Christmas. The criteria for being featured are that they bring glory to
God, they are financially accountable, and finally they must have a mission
that includes one of the following: reach the lost, empower believers, or help those
in need in the name of Jesus Christ.
Today’s featured non-profit is the Abba Fund.
The Abba fund is a non-profit in Greensboro NC that provides
financial assistance to Christian families going through the adoption
process. The costs associated with
adoption today are astronomical; depending on the state, it can be between
$10,000 and $20,000.
In addition to helping the fatherless as Christians ought to
do, the thing that struck me most about the Abba fund was their system of
operation. They give interest free
loans, without any kind of collateral.
They call them “Covenant Loans”.
Basically the couple looking to adopt enters into covenant with the Abba
Fund and God that they will pay back the loans, so that other couples may adopt
other children with the money. If
you read through their FAQ, you’ll see their biblical reasons for this system,
and I for one think it’s sound.
View the video below if you want a better picture of the
Abba Fund:
4 comments:
Just like God to say, "Love"...isn't it. How often do I ask God something & fail to get the response I think I will hear. So glad he knows better than I....and wants our hearts more than our works. Blessings ~ jen
Thanks for stopping by my blog. You know, I love the fact that He isn't interested in my works, if he was I would fail miserably. So glad he loves unconditionally.
When I end every prayer my last words are Thy Will Be Done. I believe that God answers every prayer. And I know He answers it in the best way for me. I just have to obey His will. God bless You!
Good post
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